𝔪𝔞𝔰𝔠𝔲𝔩𝔦𝔫 𝔣𝔢𝔪𝔦𝔫𝔦𝔫 𝔢𝔫𝔢𝔯𝔤𝔦𝔢𝔰

balancing masculine scaffolding + feminine creativity, fiona apple, electroculture, the power of red hair and copper, internet bullying and political shaming, "who am i?" and more

“One of the secrets to staying young is to always do things you don’t know how to do, to keep learning.”

~ Ruth Reichl

How are you enjoying the energy of the New Moon in Virgo we are having? It feels soft to me in a nice way. Do you feel when it is the New Moon or the Full Moon?

SUMMARY

Today’s episode is filmed half in the darkness (SO SPOOKY!!!!) and half in this light (EVEN SPOOKIER!!!!!), which is basically my entire personality and movement (half comedic/half totally serious) LOL

In this episode, we discuss the importance of balancing, amplifying and lovingly integrating your inner masculine and feminine parts - including the inner protector / encouragement / nurturing tones / and your logical and organizational skills.

These skills were meant to be modeled by our parents and role models, but as we have been discussing - many people - including parents - could not give us what they couldn’t give themselves…

Our parents and most adults are sick as they were a product of the same cultural conditioning, programming and toxins that we were - and some of them are set in their ways (literally, on a neural pathway level) and have no idea what we even needed, because they didn’t get proper emotional attunement from their own parents.

Many of us grew up in single-parent households and/or with emotionally stunted/busy parents who did not help us actualize our childhood goals or prioritize our dreams and we were left to feel like our dreams were not worth coming true, which extended into adulthood.

Equally, many of us never had people to protect us from bullies, aggressors or stalkers (in real life or on the internet)

This can lead to a sense of “helplessness” later in life where we feel like we don’t have the agency/right/skills/strength to stand up for ourselves - or do something we want; and this can lead to hiding and self-abandonment.

This is why I have spent the last 10 years on getting stronger and stronger on all levels and am sharing my secrets here and which will be the foundation of my movement 1-800-EARTH which is all about being a Freque(ncy) of Nature AKA Connecting to Nature and our own Inner Nature (and protecting biodiversity on all levels)

One of the most helpful things I have done in the last year is take a gentle nervous system course from The Workout Witch… You can use code EARTHTOCARLEN for a discount. Here is a free video from the course which you can do before bed or anytime you wish to relax.

Let me know if you try her course as it has helped me so much!

To me, health* of a body - and planet - is dependent on our commitment to authenticity and flow (of light / electricity / magnetism / water / air / aether), along with love, and biodiversity (of gut bacteria, ideas, and species)…

NOTHING I SAY IS MEDICAL ADVICE LOL

And yet health is not the end goal for me, it is the foundation from which higher levels of creativity and consciousness spring forth.

I am not just here to ‘get healthy’ but to literally overhaul media and society (starting with myself) and get as DUMB AS POSSIBLE.

HERE IS SOME DUMB ARTWORK I MADE FOR THIS EPISODE WITH THE HELP OF DINGUS AI (my custom AI which is part of 1-800-EARTH, encoded with 1000s of health intel, a system for getting things done easily, and much more)

I finally learned that AI does not have to be an Orwellian Trojan horse to a dystopian transh*man*st timeline but instead CAN BE USED FOR GOOD IF WE PROGRAM IT TO BE;

PS BELOW IS MY FAVORITE MEME

Technology has intentionally been hidden from us especially our own inner technology…

MOVING ON:

“Who do I think I am?” / “Who do you think you are?”

Some of us minimize our sense of humor, visions, ambitions, alien angel heritage, and/or don’t even feel the deservingness to do something we want to do unless someone says “it is okay for us to do this or say this or believe this;

We mistakenly learn the societal program that unless our teacher/appointed authority/”smart grown up person” says it is “OK to do/say/believe/create something/pursue something” then we cannot do/say/believe such a thing…

(This was a program learned in school to create obedient workers instead of brave entrepreneuers - especially conditioned into sensitive souls)

The problem is - many of us sensitive souls are here to make things that have never been done before - and so therefore, it will seem impossible to most people who cannot fathom something they have never seen before - because their consciousness is still stuck in “the Matrix box” (that has been programmed to stop the expansion of innovation and humanity’s ascension…)

As you will see in this video and the way I handle things, nobody can tell me what is okay for me to do/say/believe anymore. (Sent with love)

In our culture, highly sensitive people/autistic people have been especially bullied and told they “can’t do things” by self-appointed “smart people” (usually educated by media and academia) and this is partially why we have such a mediocre BORING culture run by “smart,” “educated,” mouth-breathing, spiritually constipated, jealous, s*xually frustrated and creatively/artistically stifled people who are filled with inorganic heavy metals and “para-sights” which create negative self talk and a box over possibilities for themselves and others.

(I am not trying to be mean when I say this, this is just what I am observing on this planet…)

Look at how boring, homogenized and hideous architecture and fashion has become. This is all by design - and I am not here to be a boring homogenized adult just like I am not here to drink homogenized adulterated milk.

On top of the bullying that sensitive people have endured from society (and themselves), the mediocrity we see in our sick culture is especially amplified by the fact that many highly sensitive people have trauma, addictions, bad relationships to finances and long term thinking/planning, and health challenges that have made it difficult to get our dreams off the ground (or even remember what our dreams are in the first place) and we have had no Roadmap to get back on track…

I have been quietly shattering all boxes within my consciousness and yet to be clear, I DO NOT HAVE ALL THE ANSWERS AND I AM ALWAYS LEARNING.

Please know that despite the snarky tone of this message and video, I say everything with love. Thanks for being here!

FURTHER “RE-SOURCES”

The video I referenced: Fiona Apple - Criminal (also in 432 hz here)

A short documentary where Fiona Apple discusses this music video and being a Highly Sensitive Person

A video on increasing agricultural yield using copper/electroculture

An article on the historical targeting of redheads throughout history…

Red hair - the connection between copper/zinc and hair color

Another theory that it is not copper that influences red in the hair, but instead due to Melanin - I don’t trust Wikipedia as my “final answer” though!

The movie Masculin Feminin (which I actually hated even though I think Chantal Goya is beautiful)

Thanks for being here (whether you disagree with me or agree with me on things! I appreciate all of you!)

Note: I felt bad that I shushed one of my neighbors loud barking dogs in a mean way in the beginning of this video so I just wanted to acknowledge that - I was told by the dog’s owner that they responds to “Shut up” but I realize that nobody should ever say “shut up” to anyone; I had actually never told a dog to shut up before and I didn’t like how it felt to say that at all. Dogs (like humans) in captivity are bored and deserve unconditional love and understanding even when we speak different languages - which is how I feel about people who misunderstand me and who I misunderstand - WE ALL DESERVE RESPECT, not to be “shut up”;

Seeing myself get frustrated by a dog was a good learning experience as it shows me that even I can get annoyed by animals especially after a long day, and I wanted to acknowledge that I didn’t like my own behavior and I gave them love and treats afterwards… I will never tell a dog to shut up again, even if I am told “that is what they responds to”…

Just because something is “the norm” (in a family, culture or society), doesn’t make it right. And as I said, I am always learning (which, along with authenticity, is the goal - not “artificial perfection”)

Love,

Carlen